Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Mom's Birthday

Yesterday was my amma's birthday !!
but was too lazy to write the post :(
In the evening I got her new pics of birthday so this is the perfect time..
She is the well educated person in the family with two master degrees,she has brilliant skills in financial management. The family is because of her Love and unconditional care.
She is a super entertainer in the whole family . In all our family marriages she is the person who no one can miss . I got this imitating genes from her :) ..
All my friends and cousins say that I imitate alot of people and she imitates me to the core..hilarious jokes & pranks on me..


I try all the means to hide something naughty from her and she could just find out easily and u knw what happens next :(
For all the major things in my life she is the person who I have fought to get my things done : ) and also the person who supported the most.
We both have most of the genes common like roaming around ,travel , social activities ,imitating and some opposite natures like i dont how to save money and she is best in it .
She lives a chilled out life.. and she always contribute to the family and also the ppl around her..

Love you mom
Deepu

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Simple realization

Just got it..so i thought let me pen it down before it get losts in thoughts
Mind keeps telling this is good this is bad ,I want it and I dont want it , I am only good & I am no good.
Instead of getting lost in this constant decision making process about thoughts and oneselfs ..simply observing the repetition of these patterns is very interesting..
like nature of feelings are short span ,they come and after some time they go ,but worry eats oneself for a longer period of time.
mind worry about negative thoughts only not about positive thoughts,
doubts: they are always come on something postive,not on negative
Mind wanders past and future , this is known only in the present

Wow everything ends where it started, so it is not linear it is circular ...
enjoy!! enough knowledge for the day.

have to go for Nav Chetna Shibir .. this post i wrote for myself to remember..if u want to comment well and good.

Love
Deepu